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| 11:00pm 31/01/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: Korn - No One's There
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i think it's clear that my life wants me to die. |
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| "how come i'd never hear you say "i just wanna be with you"?" |
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| 11:29pm 30/01/2005 |
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mood:  anxious music: Manowar-Sting of the Bumblebee
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lalala...im in an oddly good mood...and i know exactly why also...but im not gonna say!!!!!! its a secret!!! ::hides in corner:: muahahaha!!!!!heart hop's on saturday! holy hell, i cant fuckin wait!!!!!!! ::nudges chase:: but damn...cant i just like jump into friday night? i dont wanna go to school this week!!!! its gonna be so fuckin' long!!!!!! ::sigh::
well, im goin' to sleep...and by that i mean that im going to go do my homework...night all |
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| this is bullshit. |
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| 07:23pm 30/01/2005 |
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mood:  melancholy music: Kidney Thieves - Before I'm Dead
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What the fuck happened to responsible parenting? i mean fuckin seriously. i thought that like my parents' generation(s) were like, good parents...well...not accusing my own parents...but i mean i know some people, who's parents (fathers pretty much)yell the living snot out of them, and beat them until they're fucking screaming to stop! what the fucking hell. this is all such bullshit.
anyway...my day's been extremely uneventful...went to the mall, made plans earlier, but they keep getting pushed back...so i have no idea if they're gonna happen...
tomorrow's monday...:( i dont wanna go to school....
saturday's heart hop...this is gonna be a fucking fun dance. ;)
anyway...im gonna go write or something...ill write later on... |
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| You are not your fucking khakis |
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| 10:50pm 29/01/2005 |
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mood:  hahahaha! look at the horns! music: Marilyn Manson - Dope Hat
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yeah thats right, i sed it...
hmm...today was interesting. i hate uneventful days. but...it seems my days are never uneventful. today i got up, wya too damn early if u ask me, and went to woodfield with my mom. picked some things up, then home i went. stay home for like...a million hours, then i coaxed chase into coming over.
we went to melissa's and blah blah blah...we were gonna watch spirited away, but once chase quoted Fight Club...how did that happen!?...he wanted to watch fight club...and i think we all know that once chase wants to do something, you do also.
so we watched that. Melissa, Chase and I...all squished on melissa's bed. and for all of those who have seen that bed...you all know how hard that is...but we did it! and there was sex everywhere! ahhhh!
no...not really. *snaps fingers* but megan....i think she may be staying out of melissa's bed for awhile. god knows why she would be in there anyway, but just for those odd little times.
*sigh* who's goin to heart hop!? *raises hand* |
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| "its wonderful....reality..." |
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| 11:30pm 28/01/2005 |
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mood:  giddy music: Korn-Lets do this now
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wow...today was cool..i guess.....
1. didnt have to go to school
2. went to aunt's funeral
3. went out to lunch
4. went to mel's
5. went to glenside...?
6. back to mel's
7. got kidnapped by chase
8. went back to my house
9. pizza
10.watched hellsing....the anime...not van helsing...
now im here! amazing! wow! im hyper! my ribs hurt! im going shopping tomorrow!!! *hugs self* i love shopping...! |
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| Melissa and i need to take typing class... |
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| 09:57pm 25/01/2005 |
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mood:  exhausted music: Cold-Stupid Girl
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hope is dead 6: ooh!
hope is dead 6: and i got SOCKS!
hope is dead 6: *does "score" dance*
Reader202: lol
Reader202: i think you and me are the only ones that get excited over socks
hope is dead 6: hehe
Reader202: us (at the mall): OMG! LOOK! WHITE COCKS! WHO'D A THUNK IT?!
Reader202: ...
Reader202: SOCKS**
Reader202: SOCKS********
Reader202: NOT WHITE COCKS
Reader202: people shouldnt be flashing their cocks around the mall, even if they are white..
hope is dead 6: LMAO!
ahh, good times...ill wirte again in a little while...regarding my day and such |
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| "Get out of my face and watch me die" |
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| 09:41pm 24/01/2005 |
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mood:  frustrated music: System of a Down-Chop Suey
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wow...i really thought this was gonna be a good week...*hits self for being naive* friends are in fight...im slightly lonely...and my Aunt died today. ands its only fuckin' Monday...JOY |
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| oooooowwwwwiiiiiieeeeee |
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| 09:02pm 19/01/2005 |
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mood: frustrated music: Opeth - A Fair Judgement
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oh holy christ. i was at mel's today...and i was drinking milk...and then andy made me laugh...unintentionally, and i got so much milk up (and out) my nose...oh god, it hurts to fucking bad. i have the worst headache...and my sinus-s are like...attacking me!!! ahh! but the past 2 days that ive gone to chase's...ive ended up falling asleep. how quaint...did i spell that right? oh well...i dont really care right now. im surprised that i can spell at all. ahh, im gonna go die...my head hurts too much. |
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| "i mean seriously...where do the other 5 inches go?" |
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| 12:10pm 14/01/2005 |
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mood:  hyper music: Lacuna Coil- Angel's Punishment
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wow...finals blow. but hell! they're over! and i think i failed my history one...o well...andy is here...reading over my shoulder...he says "hi"...and jeremy...anyway...we're going to best buy...cuz for some reason we all have money...and so we're gonna go use it...oh, and get chase. i have no idea why i botherd writing this...haha...im getting my naval pierced this weekend! yyyyaaaayyyy!!! ill write later... |
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| "dude....my whole family wants to bang you" |
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| 11:31pm 11/01/2005 |
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mood: exhausted music: Buckethead-Stick Pit
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god DAMN am i tired as FUCK....!!! hmm...algebra final today...then ceramics...but we didnt have a test, so i just sat around for an hour and 1/2...then i went with andy to chase and mel's house's and alas...neither of them were home...then me and andy got lunch, went back to find chase, andy left...me and chase are alone...heh...no. we watched ed edd and eddy...*nods*. i went to my house, showered...then grandparents invaded my living quarters...then andy and i went to mel's, and chatted for awhile...then chase came back with me to my house...ate cold pizza...watched some good ol' tv..*coughs*...and now im here! yay! my night was good. hehehehe |
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| Incoming call ; Eric Cell |
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| 12:14am 06/01/2005 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: A Series Of Unfortunate Events Soundtrack
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wow....why did eric call me? he was talking about something that had to do with chase...trying to see if he knew him or not...god i hope he doesnt...no offence eric...but...that would be kinda strange...yeah, well this week has been the best week of my life. *smiles* i hope we get a snow day today...*looks outside* damn...o well, im tired. night |
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| "owww, you bit me!!" |
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| 06:20pm 31/12/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Nightwish - The Siren
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so...last night, i went to a party of some sort. it was supposed to be a murder mystery party...but we ddint do it...we ended up watching manson dvd's, and playing twister, and then we went to the park, played t.o.d. then we went back to the house, and then we played t.o.d. some more, then spin the bottle...lol, we're so lame. and then at like 3 a.m. we went to denny's and saw these like 6 "wigger" guys (if you come evn call them that) and this one has bling like the size of my dog...but then we went back to megan's house, and had a fucking awsome time, and we neevr exactly went to sleep...i was on the couch with this fucking HOT guy, and he was my amusement for the night/morning. *pats self on back* mmmmmmmm.....anyway.....*looks around* alex is here, shes always here...shes reading this, and my dog is trying to put a circular object into her crotch. i got a new signature on my pants! yyyaaaayyyyy! its so damn noticeable...but o well...anyway, im gonna go to this party, and its gonna kick some major fucking ass...makes all your parties SUCK!...night! happy new thing |
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| ...and i swear to god, ill tear you apart... |
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| 07:39pm 25/12/2004 |
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mood:  its drooling... music: Digital Mindy - Popular
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wow...everyone got an ipod for xmas...thats special...i did too...thats why im not pitching a lot about it. but it was a gift to myself. i paid for it...so its DIFFERENT! HAH! *is done* anyway...so my x-mas was ok. met this guy...hes so awesome (meaning hot). saw blade trinity. kick ass movie. pinted me some tabs...i think im gonna go play my bass (it is my love) my next week is gonna kick so much ass...it isnt even FUNNY. hah! damn. anyway...im going to go do something remotley useful...or attempt to... |
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| 05:24pm 23/12/2004 |
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mood:  whaa? music: Beethoven-9th symphony
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im going to a movie. im not wearing any makeup. im just the good friend who's only there to give advice...yay, go caitlin! *unamused* |
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| a dog on the mousepad? |
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| 05:08pm 16/12/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off music: Digital Mindy - Popular
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god i am so fucking pissed off. look, dumb shits, dont go writing about shit that dindt even fucking happen. and IF it does, then dont blow it SO out of proportion, and then dont exaggerate! mother of god. people are saying that i made up a fucking RUMOR!?! IM NOT THAT FUCKING LOW. i had NO reason to make a fucking rumor against christy. and i had NO reason to lie to nick. i didnt exaggerate, and i didnt add any of my own little twists in on either. fuck if i know if christy's opinions have changed from the time that she ACTUALLY sed it to when i told nick. and at the time, i didnt really care. i dindt want him to get hurt. but all you fucking people who say that i made it up can go FUCK yourselves, cuz i didnt. christy even knows that. im not trying to fucking DO anything to either of them by doing any of this. hell at the time, i may have been a little jealous of my close to best friend going out with my ex, who i still liked. is it SO bad to have the thought cross the ex-girlfriend's mind "he likes her more then he ever liked me...was he thinking about her the whole time? even while we were going out?" so maybe i was a little bit of resentment towards christy, because, having thought that my boyfriend was thinking about another girl the whole time we were going out, that she had maybe even stolen him in a sense. and i know that after reading this, people are gonna try to say "well YOU broke up with HIM" yeah and who's to say that i wasnt beling dumb? or that i really didnt know what i was talking about and it all came out wrong?? fucking ay. I make the wrong decisions like other people do. im no different in that department! all im trying to fucking prove is that i made NOTHING up, and i did NOT do any of this to start a fucking rumor. im not nessicarily sorry...but im not so self-content that i think i was 100% right in saying anything at all. if ANYONE says one more fucking time that i was fucking making a RUMOR, then you can seriously just fucking die.
**love** |
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| she was waiting to fall |
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| 09:56pm 15/12/2004 |
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mood: *dead* music: Marilyn Manson - Coma White
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amazing...i think im bipolar...or just suffer from increasingly bad mood swings...i was on the phone, i was feeling fine...then hearing a certain voice made me die inside. and thats what i feel like. i am dead inside. |
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| "book you for a fun time" |
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| 02:48pm 14/12/2004 |
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mood:  content music: Slipknot- People=shit
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wow. today is a good day. i woke up feeling like shit, but im feeling better now. andy came over again to chat, good times. he understands what "im going through". ha-ha-ha. today is the 1st day in a long time that i feel extremely content with my findings, and with my plan. talk to me later if you know what im suggesting to, and would like to know more. only 3 more days until the 17th...only three days left. |
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| "hehe i guess she'll be making a pearl over this one, eh?" |
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| 04:11pm 13/12/2004 |
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mood:  worried music: Chevelle-Bend the Brackets
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well....lets just overlook that last entry of mine...i was a bit upset cuz my hand was bleeding because i hit it against my shoe while in a protest against my brother's apathy towards my boyfriends in comparison with alex and her brother(s)hatred towards her boyfriends. but anyway, that was a long run on sentence. andy brought me cocoa pebbles. *nods in andy's general direction* he was the only one who cared that i wasnt at school today. i'm currently sick. i was sick yesterday too..i really do not wanna go to school ever again. my emotional status right now wouldnt be able to cope with it. *is tired of complaining* im going to go sleep.. |
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| AH NOOO!!! |
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| 12:26am 12/12/2004 |
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mood:  crappy music: alex walking away
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*is upset* oww....my wrist...ony my RIGHT hand hurts...i hit it against my shoe...and now its all bleeding...owwie...alex is over. im angry *angered* at her. shes mean. *looks around* *is suddenly confused* DAMNIT! IM SO CONFUSED I HATE SCHOOL DANCES |
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| fasten the attachment here! |
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| 11:32pm 03/12/2004 |
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mood:  drunk music: vito talk
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this week was interesting...plethera of nicks for christy...MY BIRTHDAY WAS ON WEDNESDAY!! im old!!!!! i missed prism today. im sad. i need to paint my nails... who knew that i have to miss mistletoe maddnes...DAMNIT! i feel drunk. but i am not... call me if u wanna hang out! odds are im lonely. |
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